*rant*

I feel so stressed and overwhelmed...

I'm 32+1...I'm tired all the time...I don't have everything ready...my back hurts constantly!!! I feel like someone is ripping my hips apart!!! Let's not even talk about taking a full breath!!!

I can't get comfortable EVER!!!

I have extra discharge that causes me to wear a pad all the time...so I feel like I'm wearing a damn diaper...all the time...I've lost my mucus plug...and she's head down and dropped ONTO MY CERVIX!!!

I have multiple diet restrictions...the biggest being Gestational Diabetes...

I'm stressed about labor...this is my 4th...but my labor with my 3rd was a whopping 1.5 hours at 37 weeks...and this time I live even farther from the hospital...so I'm stressed that I'll end up giving birth in the stupid bathroom...or car...

I have had numerous people guess...while it was originally for fun it swiftly stopped being funny...that I would go into labor at the next full moon...so in 28 days...DID I MENTION I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING READY!!!

I'm miserable and loosing my SHIT!!!