I gave up...

I'm late. My last period was June 11th and ever since I've been having symptoms and even 2 faint positives on july 12. I was so happy until I went to the hospital on the 14 because I was having some light(and brown) bleeding which to me looked like implantation bleeding and they said that there's no baby. fast forward till today july 17,2019 no period in sight along with same symptoms this time a negative pregnancy test. Despite how heart broken angry and disappointed I feel my hubby isn't being supportive hes over the moon that I'm not pregnant. I officially have up and I'm going to focused on losing weight from now on and getting sexy for me since I gained weight because I stopped my strict diet and exercise because I thought I was pregnant... 😔