Hey I need some help and advice.

I know that I like girls I always have but recently Ive been curious to kiss a guy, but the guys I find cute are not buff and have muscle they mainly look like different versions of Cole Sprouse.

Anyway I’m conflicted because I don’t ever want to go down on a guy or have sex with a guy because thinking about it makes me a little uncomfortable.

So what does this all mean ?????

I NEED HELP