I’m 25 I have known since I was 14 that I was bi but i never told anyone and I have never dated a girl because I am worried about how my family would react, I just went threw a divorce from a physically abusive marriage and have been really wonting to step out my shell and be the real me I have started telling my friends and they are very supportive but I’m scared that I would know what to do if I was to ever be physical with a girl I don’t wanna embarrass my self or be a pillow princess the one girl o was talking to who I really like said she couldn’t be with me because she wonted someone who knew what they were doing but how am I supposed to learn if no one shows me ?