Get to meet my baby boy :) and finally have baby # 3 here

I'm 38 weeks pregnant today. I get to meet my little bundle of joy. I get to meet him via C-section since with my twins i had to have emergency c-section since i developed preeclampsia and my daughter was headdown while my son was sideways. And if i went natural this time I could hemmorage and would have to go into labor myself. And who knows if my body is capable of going into labor. I've never felt a single contraction with either of these pregnancies. It's heart breaking since i wanted nothing more but to atleast feel part of the labor process. But atleast I'll be happy as long as my babies are healthy and i have a safe csection.