Should I throw these out? I found my old notes

Warning : *** PLEASE don’t read if you’re triggered by suicide or know someone who’s going through depression or going through it yourself ***

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I found these old diary notes from when I was 15.. 2016 was definitely one of my darkest years and I don’t know how to feel about it finding it 3 years later.

Since then I haven’t had any suicidal thoughts but I’m so overwhelmed by these but they remind me of how far I’ve came.

Should I throw them out ?