I want to cry 😣

So had my 38 week app. And asked to be induced at 39 which is in a couple of days since she mentioned that at 39 weeks I could be induced..well come to find out they are completely booked this whole coming week and then to top it off my doctor will be on vacation all of the following week.. ugh I'm so ready for baby girl and I'm in so much pain ... my nurse practitioner that I see basically said for me to try everything I possibly can at home to get myself into active labor .. I'm 1cm 80%-100% effaced and -2 ... I'm totally thinking about trying midwives brew