I don't know how to describe the way I'm feeling lately. I never had PPD. But lately it seems like I'm just living and doing the same things every day. I clean/ shower/eat during his naps. We might go to the store. I make supper and instantly clean up to get him ready for bed before the screaming starts. I feel like my whole day is me getting shit done during naps and trying to keep him happy when he's awake. I don't have time for myself. I always want to stay home because going out is such a hassle.. but I also feel bored staying in all day. I'm avoiding normal summer activities because I hate my body. Everything is just such a chore. We don't even go for walks anymore. Anyone else feeling this way?