My head is hell! I just don’t feel that I can handle this anymore I’m numb sometimes and other times it’s either sad or mad or scared I have never really been happy at least not since I was 12 I hate myself I feel like I do everything wrong and I just hurt everybody I care about I don’t mean to it just happens. My emotions are a wreck I go from one to another sometimes and it’s horrible cause I’ll be 5 different emotions in like 2 minutes and it scares people cause they’re so intense when it happens. I am only still here cause my nephew was born but he got lost in the system and I’ll probably never see him again so I don’t know anymore.....