Today's been a hard day. This time next month will be a year since I miscarried. I feel like I've given up ttc. It's been 3 years of crying, heartbreak and jealousy. For months weve been not trying but not preventing and just trying to let things happen naturally. Still nothing. Weve had test after test run and everything is fine. The dr just keeps saying to relax and let it happen on it's own but it hurts so much worse after the loss of a baby. You want it even more than you thought you could. Sorry for the rant. Just needed to feel like I hadn't completely given up hope.