What Should I Do

Whitney • Just wanna eat what I want & not gain weight & love the world while I'm in it. Making new friends never hurt either.!

Okay soo..... a have a boyfriend now. His Name is Nick. He’s a little jealous right off the bat. Not afraid to voice his opinion. Strong presence but he has this thing call agoraphobia. Which is basically the fear of new places. Even after being at my house a few times his hands still sweat. So anyway first two times the sex wasn’t good but he asked what could he do better & what I thought. I was like ummmm.... idk give me a second no one ever asked me that before. So anyway I did. Third time we had sex was Lott asf. Man fucked me like I was a spring chicken. With ease & poise. You’re girl thicccccccccccckuh so you know it takes someone strong to handle all this. Anyways besides the point irrelevant. Tonight he came over. Did our usual except this time we added in esting cheesecake which was amazing btw. And he was sooo cute he stopped eating it because I was watching him he felt awkward I’m like ummmm okay lol. So anyway night goes great we had laughs & great sex etc. Then we’re in my room now in the bed sleeep. I reach over and grab him to see where he was. He wa there. Then out of the blue this guy I used to talked to name Joe pops up in my head. Now I feel like again for no one reason out of the blue he was like you ready k let me out so I can go home. I was like what.? He paused took a breath & repeated it I’m like ummm sure. He jumps up so fast and puts on his shoes and pants and he just like okay well bye. He gave me this half as hug y’all. We all know how our men hug us and that wasn’t us. That was a man......... type of hug. So I asked him “Did I say anything wrong.? Are you okay.? What’s wrong.?” All of that shit. Just so this fool can hear me say Okay then “Bye” starts fucking taking off. Now y’all. To be fair my boyfriend is a bit weird. He’s really handsome but an introvert who likes the silence of staying to themselves. He’s not conceited or anything like that but he won’t speak to you because he finds it hard to adapt to new places along with faces too ig. Plus the agoraphobia thing too but he tries really hard with me. He communicates so well. I love it but tonight I feel it in my spirit that something wrong. So I texted him about 4 times since them. I know he made it home and that he’s safe but he hasn’t responded and I feel like I messed up in my sleep 😂🥴😴 (not really funny) So I have no idea what to do. Is that weird.? Should I wait until he texts or call me or should I just ask him about it in the morning.?