Self esteem

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I don’t know what I think about myself, I’m pretty sure I don’t like myself and I’m just in denial about it to be honest. I’m a red head who’s been overweight my whole life and I’ve never had a guy be interested in me for anything other than my personality, but guys my age (16) don’t really care about you as a person if they don’t think you’re hot. I’m 5’8,

I have so many freckles all over my arms, face, shoulders and legs, I’m really pale, and I have curly hair and I think I look like a cartoon character. It’s weird cause when I look in the mirror I don’t think I’m ugly but I do think that I’m not pretty enough for other people if that makes any sense, I’m too afraid to do so many fun things cause I think people would immediately judge me for my body and looks (cue a bunch of photos of me + my butt looks bigger than it is in that photo of me sitting down, I have no butt) I know the comments on this will probably be positive because you’re all so nice, I guess what I’m trying to say is I feel out of place all the time

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