Tired

Been in a relationship for 7 months and sometimes I feel like I want to give up so bad just because it's so much problem that I can't get over when it comes to certain situations he had got somebody pregnant before we dated the first time and the bitch just evil but I'm tired always keeping myself and others up but when will I be notice for my good deeds like I've been taken advantage of alot and I'm starting to break down bad and I'm tired of dealing with alot of bullshit I can't change from the past but when will get notice for anything I took part of helping