I’m 17 I’m 4 months pregnant I kept it from my mom for a while because she’s extremely strict . This isn’t my first pregnancy I had an abortion at 15 and I regret it to this day I got a dog for support which my parents don’t help take care of she’s my dog I walk her feed her buy her food and take her to the vet. my mom recently found out I’m pregnant again and I just got a job her and me were getting along till she found out and she told me I have a couple days to think about it but if I don’t make an appointment (for an abortion) I have to leave and can’t stay here. The fathers sorta involved when he wants to be but he’s much older and still doesn’t have his own place he’s driven me to some of my appointments but I’m always anxious he’s going behind my back even when we are on . And my dad just moved in with his gf 3 months ago 45 minutes away from my home and he also says I can’t live there but can visit . I just got a job for the baby Ik it won’t help everything but at least get me some money in . I’m doing on roads for my drivers ed but they don’t do it out where my dad is so id have to restart and retake another class which I don’t have time for with work and my dad already said he wouldn’t be able to pick me up late nights from my job and I’m scared I’m gonna lose it and my chance to get my license I have already fell in love with my baby I know she’s a girl I’ve gone to private ultrasound and paid extra cash just to see her more . Put apart of me feels like everything is gonna fall apart I feel like the fathers gonna leave again and I’m gonna be on my own no license no job with no ways to my appointments or no where to even stay especially with my dog she’s my best friend and I can’t even Imagine leaving her and at this time I need her the most she’s a therapy support dog. If I have another abortion I don’t think I’ll ever forgive myself since I’ve watched this baby grow heard a heartbeat and know she’s a girl and I’m scared I can’t do adoption all of my family lives far away I have no help and I’m really stuck on what to do I live in Massachusetts I don’t know if there’s group homes or somewhere I can go I just need help or advice on what to do .