Like clinically, really bad right now. For a couple of weeks this has been going on.

I want to shake it off so bad. The smallest things are making me cry or lash out. This isn't me. It's the depression. I can't get help because I don't have health insurance. I applied for a part time job that would offer it and they haven't called me. Every little thing and big thing is effecting me. I don't hang out with anyone. I never get invited to go do fun things. I sit at home and wait for my husband to come home. And then we sit at home and do nothing. I just don't want to be me anymore.