Do you ever feel so alone?

I am a Christian but I have been struggling. Not really doubting but I haven't been wanting to go to church. I just want to stay home on the could all day. I feel so alone on this journey. I have pain every day I still don't have answers and I don't even understand my own emotions. Yea I have a couple friends I kinda talk to but not to the extent I need. I need to feel heard I need to feel like someone understands. I know God is everything I need but I just don't know what to do. I don't feel lost on a path like I need to pick a direction. Instead I feel like I blinked and my path disappeared. Like I've been walking and following the road but now the road is gone and I don't know how to get back to it . Just feeling alone and scared and confused not know the next step I should take.