So about two and a half years ago I went through a terrible breakup. It was so bad I developed ptsd and anxiety, and consequently didn’t date anyone for nearly three years until now. I recently went out with this guy and thought we had a really amazing time, if anything he seemed WAY more into it than I was. Admittedly I do feel a bit gross about it. I like to wait quite a long time (like nearly a year in) before I do anything seriously physical, which sounds crazy at 20, but I ended up doing a few things with him on our second date and now he won’t talk to me? He texted good morning the day after and claimed he wanted the relationship to continue, but now it’s been six days and nothing since. Honestly it’s kinda fucking with my self esteem and bringing back all these terrible memories and feelings i have over my ex boyfriend. Idk I guess I just feel super down, ashamed, low, like It’s my fault, etc.