Please forgive me for doing this. But I’m just not having a good time. I’ve been TTC for a while now and every month I get my hopes up for nothing. My husband doesn’t seem as invested in even trying anymore. He says that we waited too long and that we should have tried harder when we were in our twenties. We are in the early stages of fertility testing and treatment. He doesn’t seem to think it’s even worth it. I got my period yesterday and found out that another friend from high school just had a child. Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy for others when they welcome a new baby into their lives. But it’s becoming increasingly difficult when everyone I know is getting pregnant and having babies while I’m still trying. And every time we see family members they ask when we’re having kids. I tried venting to my husband last night about how upset I am and about how I’m afraid it will never happen. He just had a very cavalier attitude about it. I tried explaining that he probably doesn’t understand because he’s not a woman and he doesn’t get as disappointed as me every month. I literally have nobody to talk to about this. My husband thinks I should just get over it and everyone else I know has children. I’m sorry, I just needed to get my thoughts out there.