Well it happened again

An update ladies i was 4 weeks and had another miscarriage 😭 so it is rough to go through this so many times on this journey i am super excited for those who are pregant its an amazing blessing and magical feeling. There ares times where I feel like giving up and not trying if this is going to be a constant in my life i have an amazing 9yr old son that wants a brother or sister mommy cant seem to keep them its a horrible feeling makes you feel like a total failure at life!