Feeling alone.

My boyfriend (my 7 yo sons father) and i are pregnant with baby #4. Our 2nd together. I have a 3 yo girl he has a 2.5 yo girl. Anyways. He couldnt care less about our new baby otw. I feel so alone and it hurts. I cry in bed most nights. He barely touches me or cuddles me anymore, we used to all the time. Doesn't tell me I'm beautiful or make comments about my body as he used to. I dont like this. It hurts me a lot. Just venting. Sorry for whining.