I’m 15 and I have a messed up family I’m forced to be around everyone every single day and they make me so sad and I always get put down. My life is a living hell, but not only because of my family. I have a lot going on in my life and i have a boyfriend and he’s rly good to me, but I feel like I’m dragging him down even though he helps me through all this. I feel like I have depression and severe anxiety and my boyfriend told me I need to talk to my mom about it and get help, but I am scared to talk to my mom and doctor about it and I rly need advice on this bc I want to be happy for once. I want to be able to smile or laugh without faking it. Pls pls give me as much advice and help as you can