I am missing being pregnant SO bad ! And it seems like I keep going back and forth with myself saying yes do it and no wait . 😣 Then , my 2 cousins are both pregnant and my sister is taking her iud out to start trying again and I’m just overwhelmed with my emotions .

I never felt more purposeful and beautiful than when I was pregnant . I miss those baby kicks and going to the doctors appointments and bringing a new and beautiful life into this world to love and welcome .

I guess for now , I’ll leave it in God’s hands