Anal 🤔🙃

My boyfriend keeps asking and I don't know how I feel about it, but I keep thinking about it so I'm wondering if I should give it a try.

So I have a few questions please don't judge for them

1 im a bit more spiritual than religious but I have high morals, and don't know how to set my standards for something like this. Are there any religions that say it's wrong/etc (this is a fear I have because something my mother said when I was v young)

2 I'm in a very committed relationship. I'm worried that I might regret it for a couple reasons.

Mostly being that if Idont like it and don't want to try again, I feel like I would be disappointing my boyfriend for trying the first time and getting his hopes up. (they like it a lot?)

Or that I might silently judge myself after for doing something so... Unusual for the way I was raised xD

3 it hurts. Right? But How bad? I know you've gotta use lube and prepare. I have a tail plug that Ive only used once but if we use that more often and then try anal it would be less painful?

4 hygiene seems like a big issue here. using a condom and having baby wipes available etc is good and all but literally shoving a dick in an ass sounds like the grossest thing ever 🤢🤮 but I understand why people like it so I'm so conflicted 😂 and holy fuck what if I shit on my boyfriend's dick 💩 I would have to break up with him cause I could never look at him again 😭😭😭🤣

5 also he's mentioned eating my ass cause his friend makes jokes about it all the time and idk if he's serious and I never thought i would actually give something like this any consideration at all but how is that is comparison to anal lmao

I think those are all my questions I'll add more if I think of any

6 WILL ANAL MAKE YOUR ASSHOLE FALL OUT WHEN YOURE OLD 😂😂😭😭