Today's message was tough. It was about Roman's 8 and believing in the goodness of God and having that faith in the toughest times.

The pastor shared how him.and his wife beat a Zika scare two years ago after contracting it when they were 4 weeks pregnant. They got tested after having the tell tale symptoms and worrying about the pregnancy and got negative results, none left in their system, no sign of it. A true miracle. They began to get excited and plan, and two weeks later lost it at 10 weeks for no reason.

Then he talked about how someday in heaven a child would walk up to him and say, you dont know me daddy but I know you. I'm currently having a miscarriage and I pictured meeting my baby one day and saw it so clearly I lost it. But then I had complete peace.

God is good and giving me grace.