All Alone

I don’t know where to start with this, but I’ve finally started to talk about this with friends and family, so let me start with this: I have no feeling, sensation or pleasure during sex or any in my vagina.

This has always made relationships (sexual and romantic) really hard for me. I always kept this to myself because I was embarrassed, hearing everyone talk about “pleasure, the sensation, etc” so I faked everything, the orgasms, the moans, all of it. I started doing research and no one had answers, many sites just told me to try masturbation, that did nothing either.

Recently I have scheduled an appointment for the first time with a gynecologist, hoping I’ll get some answers, and stop living in the dark with whatever is going on, I just need answers.