39+1 today, I go to my appointment tomorrow to find out if I get induced tomorrow night or Tuesday morning and I’m so upset right now all I want to do is cry, what if I can’t be the best mom? I was diagnosed with serve panic attacks 7 years ago and I’m so scared that I’m going to get overwhelmed too easily and end up breaking down constantly... I’ll do whatever it takes to make my baby happy and give him what he needs and be the best I can be, I’m just so scared of failing my sweet little miracle I made. 😭😭😭 Anyone else? Or is it stupid that I’m already so sad, I’m so excited too have him in my life it’s just the thought of not feeling like I’m good enough...