I just needed to vent! I went to a fertility specialist today and was told the only way to conceive a child would be by using a donor egg. I will be 50 in December, no kids, one miscarriage and with my husband for 11 years. If we decide to use a donor egg(s) (10k for just the eggs) I would need to make this decision before I turn 50. There’s no guarantee it will work the first attempt. My husband and I are in the process of getting licensed to foster as well. I know I need to glorify God through it all but lord knows this has to be the most difficult giant I’ve ever had to face. Please do not wait too long if you want to have children.

Thanks for letting me share.