Today I’ve been a little sad, reminiscing on my son, and how he was supposed to be born June 13th, I wish I could’ve just held him a little bit longer. I’ll never understand why me?! As soon as I found out I was pregnant I did everything I had to do...

and now trying 8 months later to have my rainbow baby, and nothing happening is frustrating me and making me loss hope, that’s all I ever want in life is to be someone’s mommy, and have someone look up to me 💔😞...