So I my s/o and I have talked about how we would love to have a third baby and I’ve been all excited for it and even waiting for a missed period in June but unfortunately I ended up getting it. After that my s/o said he does not want to have a baby right now and we have to wait about 2-3 years. After hearing that it has for some odd reason made me super depressed the past whole week. I told him I would like the kids two years apart and I would like to have them close together in age to have them grow up together and get it all done with. I don’t really want to have spaced out pregnancy’s and just been dying for a third I know I’m ready mentally and physically, but after that it just killed me inside and I’m trying to get it off my mind and let it go but no matter how much I try it just makes me upset and mad/sad.