Fucking up My Asshole

First off, let me start by saying it's not what it sounds like. I'm schizophrenic and hear a variety of the same stupid bull over and over again.

A voice in my head just said, "she had sex with another man and he fucked her in her asshole." Another voice said, "that's a lie," and it is a lie. The evil voice said "I know but that's what I'm gonna tell everybody when I get through fucking up her asshole."

I hate when these voices threaten me. I know it's mot real but my body parts move on their own and the voices never stop. My mouth even talks on its own without me realizing what I'm saying.