My first pregnancy I had HELPP syndrome and was induced at 39 weeks. I had a blood transfusion. My second pregnancy my baby had a thin umbilical cord. We had weekly ultrasounds. My third pregnancy I had a missed miscarriage. At my 20 week ultrasound we found out the baby had died at 16 weeks. I had a D&C, I lost a lot of blood, and fainted. Am I crazy after all that to still try for a third child? I want so badly for a third but I’m scared!