I have found the love I deserve! And I wasn’t even looking for him because after 18 years of being cheated on, crying, trying to make it work with my high school sweetheart, trying my best to be the light in the relationship, marriage counseling, every possible thing I can think of salvaging, torn down to a point that my friends and family seen me wasting away, I gave up. And I’m glad I did and glad my ex husband left the house after I asked him to stay to coparent or maybe have a tiny inkling of hope. He left and it’s the best thing he ever did. Because I met Danny. I have terrible anxiety where reasoning goes out the window when I go into my panics of life itself, and I’ve had constant melt downs and this man has been nothing but supportive, loving, emotional with me, honest, just amazing. I know I deserve this and I’m happy I have him to love. There’s always hope. I’m grateful for him and not just that but that I have become a better person with him and he says I make him a better person too. I wish I can give him the world just as much as he’s given me the universe.