So let me tell you guys a story so this was when I was 13 in middle school 7th grade I had this crush he was really cute,funny and was already starting the conversation...Ik right seems like a good guy but let me get to the real story so I was in the hallway one day getting my stuff out of my locker and he asked for my Snapchat so I gave it to him then we started talking like 4 days later we was talking for about 4 months and now at this point he was a bad boy basically like he didn’t listen and didn’t really care what anyone said to him so one day I was like ima stop being scared and just ask him out so I asked him out at lunch and then he yes but I felt like it should have been the other way around....now he was a 8th grader and like I said I was a 7th grader so we were both 13 ok so 3 weeks pass and this day in art I was sleep and he decides to hit my head and I felt like I was about to pass out like I was so dizzy I was about to cry and ask to go home so then lifted my head up slowly and looked at him and was like “wtf are you stupid” and he the looked at me and was like “oh my bad I thought you was the table” (I was laying on his arm and he was rubbing my hair so HOW DO YOU THINK I WAS THE TABLE?!??!) so I wasn’t thinking at the time and was just like ok 🤦🏽‍♀️ so the next day I was drawing and he slapped me right in the middle of my back and then says sorry like he didn’t do it on purpose and then says “is my baby ok”so now a month goes back I get a text from him calling me a b*tch and I need to stop acting so scary in our relationship (he wanted me to have sex with him but I’m planning on having a better life and waiting till marriage) so then because I was so scared to tell him I wanted to break up instead I said I love you and he said it back then a month later he broke up with me I cried every bit of tears out of my body then I started cutting my arms and thighs so the the next day we had school I was walking around our track with a couple of friends that I used to have and then next thing you know I hear laughing just really loud laughing I turn around and I see him and some other girl hugging and kissing all up on each other I fell to my knees and started crying my friends were saying that he wasn’t meant to cry over and it wasn’t even s full day after me and him had broken up that day when I got home I cut even more I wore Hoodies and leggings not like I normally do around that house and then the next day came we were all sitting on this bench I had on a skirt and a belly shirt that was really short and you could my arms and all the cuts I had so then he looks at me up and down and then look right at my arm and then he came over and grabbed my arms with so much strength he looked at the cuts then looked at me and he said “wtf didn’t I tell you I didn’t like you doing this s*it and then I said “well I mean you was the one that that decided to date someone not even a day after we broke up” he slammed my arms down and turned around and then screamed and then turned around and started calling me a b*tch and a dumba$$ and now I don’t believe in love nor trust anymore after being with him and that is a fact But thank you for listening and plus watch out who you’re dating before you actually do it and be safe❤️