Okay, so when I was a little girl I had a mentally challenged cousin, he took me to a shed and tried to touch my lady parts. I immediately told my parents and it was taken care of. A few years later I’m guessing,(I was real young still) I had a different cousin (not mentally challenged) take me to a bathroom and licked me down there. I was so embarrassed and I felt/ still feel very uncomfortable about it. I never told anyone what happened. I didn’t want to go back to the doctor and be hammered with questions like I did with the incident before. With that being said, my parents adopted two different cousins bc of their parents bad choices. A now 11 yr old girl and a now 18 yr old boy. A few weeks ago they came to stay with me, I’m 22 and my husband,22. My husband and I have been together since we were 13 and he knows about the first incident but not the second and the one I’m bout to share.

So anyways, the 11yr old and 18yr old came to stay with us. My husband works early in the morning,around 5am. The 18 yr old (who was raised like my brother, but really my cousin) came into my room while I was asleep. I woke up with him on me and he was in me. I was mortified, I couldn’t move, I couldn’t speak. It was like I was frozen. I’m so embarrassed. I wanted to scream but my mouth wouldn’t open. I felt empty inside. I had a flood of emotions and the memories of the previous time come over. I haven’t said anything to anyone. Him and my husband are really close, I’m scared if I tell someone they will look at me different. Even know he is the one who did it...

I feel like I should say something b/c he could have done something to my 11yr cousin/sister which is his biological sister.