Terrified

Hannah • Miracle baby born 2/21/2020

I have this fear that I’m not pregnant anymore. I’m 10 weeks + 5 days and we don’t go to the midwife until Monday. Like I’m so worried they won’t find a heart beat or the baby isn’t growing anymore or whatever.

Does anyone else feel like this too?

This is my first pregnancy after 9 years of infertility and I’m just terrified it’s not actually happening.