I agree with Mia, I was in your shoes once. I started to self harm at the age of 12 bc I was raped by my own cousin and he threatened me that if I would tell that he was going to kill me, so that's what I did, I kept it in and all the anger and all the pain I had I took it out on myself and didn't stop cutting until I was 17. Bc I had lost my ex boyfriend over it. Bc he got tired of me telling him out it. So I stopped and ever since then I've been cleaned. I'm 21 years old. I got two children and I have postpartum depression. And now my mind is going back to thinking about cutting but I don't. Bc of my kids I am alive today. And your mom has no right to disown you. She should be there for you. My mom was there for me.
I cut again after being 9 months clean
I broke... I wish I could express how much I wish I was happy. I cut my shoulder because I had a mental break down, I wasn’t myself and I was out of control. 9 months ago I was still getting over a year long relationship with someone who mentally abused me. 9 months later I cut because anxiety and everything balled up and I finally broke open, I don’t want my mom to disown me if she sees the cuts so I’m trying to hide them. This was last night.. I feel ashamed of myself but yet I feel so calmed down..

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