So I live in the Caribbean in a country you may have heard of with a few different islands. I went to one island to a few parties about two weeks ago. At the first party I met a guy ( guy number 2) that I had kinda known before but we never spoke. I had zero feelings for him and we jus became friends. At the next party I talked to guy number two as friends then I met another guy who I’ve never known and we reallyyyyy got along fast (guy number 1). In no time we started texting constantly and we told each other we liked each other. The next day I found out that the two guys disliked each other but I didn’t care because that wasn’t my problem. So that very day my friends and I hung out on the beach and I invited him (guy number 1) then we all went to another beach to another party that same day. At both beaches I kissed guy number one. I actually saw guy number 2 at the other party but I avoided him because I know him and guy number one didn’t like each other. So days passed and I talked to both of them but guy number 1 had camp and they weren’t allowed to use their phones and it lasted two weeks. During those two weeks he texted me at certain times which made me wonder how he was doing it. I also access to his Snapchat for his streaks and I found out there’s a huge possibility he was lying to me about a few things. Even his name! But also during that time guy number 2 and I got close and now I have feelings for him😕 these feelings are really really strong and I know he feels the same way. My problem is I prefer guy number 2 now but there has been some conflict with my best friend with him (she liked him and he didn’t like her and he told her that and also that he liked me so he wouldn’t lead her on and now she’s sad, I also told her I like him) but we are working it out and I really want guy number 2 but what about guy number 1. It doesn’t help that they have drama and i feel bad because I kissed him. Sorry for how long this is but please help me😭