Hello! How everyone is doing great! I wanted to open up since I’m not able to do so with my spouse. Why? I feel like nothings going to change and I am tired of trying to change. It’s been almost 8 years of marriage and being together. For the past 2-3 years arguments been a bit more. For the past months I’ve been feeling down. I have gone and still go to work out, been a bit active but feel a hole in my heart. For the past week it’s been worse. We had an argument and I just felt like I had enough. It seems like me asking simple questions are a bother. More like, “why do you ask so many questions”’ why do u have to question me”, why can’t u just trust me”? He’s an honest man, and I know it’s not because he is cheating, it’s more like he just feels like I don’t believe or trust him when he says something. I’m questioning because I’m curious, because I want to know how things work, how things happen, how things come about, in anything. So I decided to not ask anything. So it means I’m not really talking. He knows somethings going on, but I just don’t want to talk about anything. Nothin motivates me to get up and go to work, to the gym, to do anything. I just do it because I’m suppose to, bcuz I’m expected to. I just to want to have kids, now I feel like that feeling, that Will is simply hidden. I still vision myself having a boy looking just like my husband, just I’m sacred as f***! I have felt like it’s just me trying it wanting to have a kid. He has said he does to, just don’t feel like I’ve seen he’s 💯 % on trying to have a kid. I try to hide it cuz I just don’t rant to roll out on tears and simply bcuz I’m just tired of talking about it. I’m not a negative person at all, but having to be and Live someone so much, it hurts that they r negative, it puts u down sometimes. Any ideas, advice, opinions, suggestions, comments! Would help a lot!

Thank you ☺️!!!!