Coping

Another thing my mum said to me today was, “stop making depressing jokes, it’s not funny and is unoriginal, cus everyone’s doing it!” So, you, want, me, and, hundreds, of, others, to, stop, coping, with, their, pasts, with, humor, and, to, get, better, jokes, because, you, don’t, find, them, funny? I understand that everyone has there own sense of humor, mine is very morbid, cus that’s just how I am with my past. I want to make jokes about it, NOT to make fun of depression, or death, but to take the blade off of it. To cheer myself and others up, to take the edge off of that knife and make sure people smile.

Cus that’s just who I am. A caring, introvert, who is morbid, punk, bisexual fat ass who wants some cake and laughter with her loved ones. Is that to much to ask for mom?

Also sorry I’m putting this on different blogs about depression, cus I can’t find anything else.