I’m young , yes I know .. I’ve been on birth control for about half a year I only got it because my mother was so adamant about getting after my first born .. I’ve recently been heavily thinking about baby #2 but the way my family is set up I’ll get shamed for it seeing that I’m only 18 .. only a select few know that my first child was planned and I don’t regret her at all .. I didn’t get to enjoy that pregnancy but my daughter is my heaven on earth .. as she grows I realized that I don’t want it to be JUST her .. and I don’t want to wait years on something that’s supposed to happen naturally .. I’m prepared mentally and financially I’ll be set and by then I’ll be in college to study what I want to major in & with that I’ll be set as well .. I feel as though I’d have to pack up and move ( basically go incognito) just to find my own happiness and just how I want 😩 .. I just need some advice .. because I’m so serious about this and I don’t feel in my heart that my mind will and can be changed ..