So this happened about a year ago and i had a boyfriend who i didn’t love anymore so i broke up with him. It was a little hard so i decided to take my mind off of him and maybe start talking to another boy. This boy was a year older than me and had already done stuff with other girls but i, stupidly enough, decided to go watch a movie at his house. I was only expecting maybe a kiss and nothing more but half way in the movie he started to make out with me and touching me and i didn’t say no but i wasn’t comfortable but i was too shy to say anything. Then he started to ask for me to suck him and i said “i dont know...” and he kept asking and asking and then i said no and then he put me in-front of his dick and pushed my head to do it and kept forcing me to suck him for 10 minutes straight. I was trying to stop but he wouldn’t let me. He then kept my head there as he cummed in my mouth...Ever since that i cry at the thought of that night and i blame myself for everything that happened. 😔 i told my friends but they said that i deserve what happened to me and that i knew it was coming. They just continued to laugh in my face... im too afraid to tell my parents.