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Uhhhh! it’s awful when things like this takes it’s toll on our current relationship. I hope you will allow me to sit in space with you. I didn’t want my past to effect my life either. But, I was unaware it had taken over every aspect of my life. I almost took my life when the memories came rushing back. Let me tell you, I was NOT so nice to be around. I didn’t want to be around me (at the time) either. It’s the childhood emotions that resurfaces for us to be able to deal with them, now that we are able and at a place in life where we can (NOT that we WANT to). But I promise it’ll be worth it. It’ll be hard (really really hard), but we survived the worst part as a child. I am here cheering for you. You are not alone. Come back here when you feel like you need to vent or chat.
Feeling alone and sad
So, I just recently have been dealing with my rape (that happened when I was 3).
I decided to tell my husband, and yesterday we had a fight because I have been behaving a little aggressive towards him. ( I haven't been aware of that).
During the argument I said that I understand the fact that he doesn't have to deal with this, and that he just wants to be happy and calm; and I do get it. I guess right now I'm not a pleasant person, and maybe I have to go to my dad's house, so somebody takes care of me.
I just feel so alone, and sad because when we got married I wanted to make him happy. I know I am doing the opposite but I am such a mess right now. I don't know what to do.
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