my best friend has watched as i’ve been stalked and harassed (to the point of a restraining order) for the past year. i’ve confided in her about a lot of personal things with myself, my marriage, she knows i’m pregnant again (haven’t announced yet), shes followed my private accounts where i’ve talked about being stalked, i’ve talked shit about my stalker to her. I trusted her with everything

yesterday, she blocked me on everything , and became friends with the other girl. which is totally fine. they have a lot of issues, severe issues, and i’m glad she’s found it in her heart to forgive her.

when I confronted her about it this morning, she told me I deserved what I had coming to me, and that she told my stalker everything I’ve said, she’s told her a lot of my personal information.

my pregnancy, the fact that I used to smoke, the fact that my husband still smokes, my marital issues, what i’ve said about the girl. everything.

i’m beyond heartbroken, I feel so violated. I deleted all my social media today and am just going to disappear for a bit. I don’t understand what I did to deserve this, but I truly am heartbroken.

I just needed to let it out. I don’t know who I can trust anymore. I feel so alone