5 weeks with ectopic pregnancy !!!

So today it was confirmed I’m pregnant with ectopic pregnancy. I knew something was strange about this pregnancy. I started hurting last week I keep going to the er they stated they couldn’t find anything in the uterus. I then went to my RE today with my hcg levels at 3890 . He then did a ultrasound in which they saw it on my left ovary. He give me two injections of the Methotrexate. I’m to follow up Friday to check my levels again . I’m so hurt right now . I can’t even tell the dad I’m just hurt . My mom is flying in tonight to be with me bc I’m scared . I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy.