Tell me it gets better?

Anyone else have a surprise pregnancy, already having 2 kids, and finding yourself not “wanting” the babe you’re pregnant with?

I know my hormones are all over, I’m taking stuff to combat depression, I’m just asking if once babe gets here does it change? Im so scared I’ll resent and regret and hate this baby and she will be messed up cuz of it. 💔 I really hope I’ll love her once she gets here, but sometimes I find myself totally wishing I wasn’t pregnant with a 3rd. 🙁