Yestersay, was the first time in a while that I took a shower in warm water. When I was massaging a sugar scrub that i made into my skin, it started it out like any other time i had done it. It changed when i started to message my breast and rub up and down my body from my throat, down to my hips and in between my thighs. From there it was as though my hands had a mind of its own. I went from messaging my breast to imagining my self sucking ok a dick by sucking on two of my fingers and gentle wrapping one of my hand onto my throat where i applied pressure that seemed to send a shock down my spine and straight to my vagina.

This continued with my mind imagining a man inside the shower with me, so all the things that i was doing to myself he was doing it to me. So now he was the one massaging my breast with one of his hands. The one whose hands were going down in between my legs and and playing with my clit. His tongue was the thing that i was sucking on. He was the one that was making me wet. The one that was making me feel good.

But then our postion changed, so now i was the one sitting on his lap. On his dick. While he continued to kiss my small breast with his lips. I had taken his hand into one of my own and i took two of his fingers into my mouth. Where i sucked on it as if it was his dick in my mouth. Twirling my tongue around the tip of his two fingers, before I took him deep into my throat.

Sadly i was reminded that it was only just a thought that i had in my mind. That his fingers were my own. His hands, mine and the feeling that I felt was not because of him. But because of myself.