Another D&C

I found out one of the babies stopped growing around 4-5 weeks and other other stopped growing at 5-6 weeks (but both sacs were measuring right on track), i knew another miscarriage was a possibility, but I was hopeful since my doctor told me it just looked like a miscalculated pregnancy and I wasn’t as far along as I thought. Turns out my calculations were right, I’m supposed to be 11 weeks, and my levels are coming down. So after waiting, almost 2 weeks I decided to schedule a D&C for next Monday. I’m heartbroken, even though another set of twins scared me, i was super excited about the idea of having 2 sets of twins (4 babies under 3). Everyone keeps asking when I’m going to try again, and I’m like NEVER! After 5 pregnancies, I’m just grateful to have my boys and refuse to put my heart, body and soul through another pregnancy/miscarriage.