Starting to hate my pregnant body
I'm really depressed all of a sudden. I've been growing upset about my body through this entire pregnancy, but it hit me tonight how disgusted I am by it and how much I hate it right now. I've been crying for the past two hours literally. I don't want to look like this anymore... I’m not saying I’m not happy about having a baby, because I truly am and I love my little boy already.
I feel selfish and guilty for feeling this way but it’s hitting me hard right now. I’m a FTM and lost 65 lbs. 6-7 years ago and kept it off. Think I’m just struggling with the weight gain... and I’m only 5’ so I feel like that makes it worse. Not sure what I’m looking for by posting, I think I just needed to vent. Please no negative or rude comments, I can’t handle it right now.