So I really don’t know where to begin but let’s just start so when I was 2 years old I was sexually abused by my grandfather happen all the way up till I was 6 years old in I started touching my self in my vagina was hurting then my mother asked why in I told her she took me to the police station in I told them everything in they told her I was to young to remember everything wish I still remember everything that happen in it wasn’t just me it was my 12 year old sister that he did it to then when I was 11 we had this guy stay with us in he rapped me in he would come in my room when I was sleeping in start to touch me in at first I thought it was all a dream in till I woke up in I didn’t feel comfortable telling my mom or anyone else then I got tried of it in I finally told her when I was 12 years old he went to jail then when I was 13 my dad got out of jail he was in there most of my life so when he got out I was just started to get to know him in I went to go in live with him I was there for about a year in I had my own room in stuff he would come in my room in the middle of the night in watch me sleep it was really scary bc I didn’t fully know him at the time in then when I was a sleep he would come in touch me in do things to me in I would act like I was still asleep bc I felt so shamed of my self in I was like how could my own father do this to me in I told someone in when it got out there my other two sister said it also happen to them in they were in there 20s something in they never said anything to anyone in they let me go around him knowing what he did to them I just don’t understand it then when I was 16 I ran away from home bc things at home wasn’t so good in I went to North Carolina in stay with my sister mom well her brother in I walk to the store then he said he had to go in do something he was on drugs at the time I didn’t know well I was standing out side waiting on him to come out in this car pulls up with two guys in it they told me to get in I told them no then I started to walk away well they shoved me in the car pour beer down my throat in pills in everything else in they took me to this houes in they both assaulted me in so many ways that I won’t forget every day of my life I haven’t to live with all of this stuff in it plays with my mind in it really gets to me in messes with me I’m am now 19 I stay to my self I don’t have any friends nor do I talk to my family I go throw a lot in it really puts a lot of stress on me I don’t feel comfortable going out the houes I feel a shame of my body i have depression in anxiety which makes it so much worst ....