My legs are shaking. I’m slightly panicking. July was the first month we ditched the condom, but we still weren’t actively trying. We were just going to let it happen, when it wanted to.

My cycle isn’t completely regular. It varies, but according to glow I’m 3 days late. However I was expecting AF any day now, because I’ve had cramps the past couple of days.

Just to make sure I took a pregnancy test this morning, and it might just be my brain tricking me, but it looks very positive.

My brain has got me convinced that it must be a false positive, because I was told that it would be very difficult for me to conceive. So of course I couldn’t be that lucky.

So what is the next step? What do I do now?